People on the worship pathway resonate with the psalmist who wrote,
"I rejoiced with those who said to me, `Let us go to the house of the
LORD.'" They have a natural gift for expression and celebration. Something
deep inside them feels released during
times of worship.
A classic example of this occurs in Psalm 73. The psalmist is complaining about how often bad people get all the breaks, how the very people his mother warned him about are living the good life, and how he has been keeping his nose clean all his life and it has never paid off. "When I tried to understand all this, it was oppressive to me, till I entered the sanctuary of God." For the psalmist, it was in worship that he experienced again the reality of God's presence, and that presence changed his perspective on everything.
If this is you, when you worship at church you don’t mind if the service goes over an hour. Infact, you lose track of time. While the intellectual types are looking at their watches, waiting for the message to start, you're internally shouting, "play it again, Sam." You may or may not be naturally expressive, but somehow in worship your heart opens up and you become one with God. You sometimes find yourself in tears, sometimes in moments of deep joy, because God seems so close.
If this is your pathway, you need to experience great worship on a regular basis. You may want to turn your car into a rolling sanctuary. Get great music that helps you worship, then sing your lungs out as you drive down the road, just don’t try drive into our church. Don't worry that we're all staring at you from our car. This is how you connect to God. Besides, you will bring joy to all of us who watch.
Here are a few cautions for people on this pathway: Don't judge people who are not as outwardly expressive as you. Some people are from traditions where no one raises a finger, let alone a hand, in a worship service. Not everybody dances. Some of us were taught not to show emotion.
Also, guard against an experienced-based spirituality that has you always looking for the next "worship
high." C. S. Lewis wrote
about the fatal sin of saying "encore!" by demanding that
God reproduce an experience or an emotion. He said that of all prayers, this may be the one God is least likely to grant, because it can lead us to worship an experience
rather than the God to whom our
experience points. Music, for instance,
can be a great gift to worship.
But because music
affects our feelings so power fully
I can grow dependent on music to produce a certain emotional response. I may
need to spend some time worshiping God without music so that my worship is
based on who God is and not a matter of getting swept up in certain sounds.
We can begin to judge the worship in our churches superficially by always demanding that they produce a certain emotional response. Engaging in study will be an important stretch for you, so that your heart is deeply rooted in the knowledge of God.
